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Well I pulled my first day without Elli, and its been long. Very long. I have no clue what to do with all the spare time I invested so preciously and enjoyingly with my baby girl. I woke to Elli, I went to bed to Elli. And now theirs just college and alot of empty […]

Well its 8pm my time Noon to Elli, and still absence. Cold, Emptiness. The colour of my world has been bled dry. Nothing stands but the monochromacy of a mundane existence. Emptiness fills me. I shrink away to nothingness. My life void of happiness, of joy, of all but slivers of hope. And they are […]

Well its 7pm my time and 11am my babies time and all is silent. I miss her so. I hope she is doing alright. I worry bout her. My poor baby. My love. My girl. My sweetheart. My heart/joy/soul. I am so lonely without her. So empty inside. So alone. I love her so much. […]

Well another dull lonely Sunday draws to a close. The last Sunday me and Elli will get to spend together for some time. I sit here lonely. In 24 hours I have my Human Nutrition and Wellness exam. The class is not nearly as easy as one thinks. Have to know the serving size of […]

Well todays theme has been “goodbyes”. Seems I have said them a dozen times today. One of those odd days where your constantly saying goodbye to someone. I hate goodbyes. I hate the awarence of time and its slipping away always for something thats got a deadline. I am very time aware. Oh well I […]

Its slightly after midnight and I am winding down a bit. I think I have been up since around 10:30am. And have studied a bit for my test coming up Monday in Human Nutrition and Wellness. My beautiful girl has punctuated the silence with an icq uh-oh. I love you so much Elli. You bring […]