30 Mar
Fucky Phone Line
hey Baby.
My phone line died this morning thats why I got disconnected and never came back. I had to wait 3 hours to get a dialtone so I could call the phone company to complain. And they say it will be fixed by Monday 7pm my time at the latest.
I am so mad so fucking mad.
I miss so bad our chats so bad.
*misses you sooooo*
*pissed to high hell with phone co.*
I will try to be here in the morning but no promises babydoll as I am right now connected at 4800 bps which is like 45 characters per second speed. I can type faster than my modem can send.
well im glad yer okay
i was starting to wonder…
what do you think of girl?
March 31st, 2002 at 8:51 amWell they seem to have fixed the line enough for a dialtone and internet connection. I am still getting disconnected frequently as usual :((
I am so sorry for missing your Easter. I wanted so bad to talk to you. I enjoyed our talks so much babygirl. So very much. But their was not a single phone on the entire area working. And my great uncle with cablemodem was off doing Easter Festivities.
I miss those icq chats so much. I dunno when we can do that again :((
Any news on your phone installation?
As for girl:
I think its a very sad song (moved beyond words). I dunno. I think the girl in the song was involved in an abusive relationship. I don’t think she felt love at all. I think she did what she was told because perhaps their was dire consequences if she did not. Its a very sad song. She had always given her best to people and never gotten any of it back. She gave gave gave and was left empty by it. She wanted to be her own girl because maybe she had only herself to really rely on, cause nobody else cared. *sad song*
I think one can be their own person and still be in a relationship. And I think a relationship should feed ones emotional needs too. A good relationship supposed to make one stronger than they were as an individual. Two arrows are harder to break than a single one.
I love you.
I miss you.
I have class tonight (6-8:30pm my time 10am-12:30pm your time).
Your in my heart and on my mind sweetheart.
*hugs and kisses*
Daylight Savings Time here next Sunday (yours is ending then). That will make these Mondays easier to work with as I will be out of class by the time you are so we can chat on Mondays :)))
Lets stay in close touch with each other 🙂
You take good care of yourself. Remember I love you. And I am with you always.
*Bubs loves Elli*
April 1st, 2002 at 11:37 am