Pondering About My Baby
Around 82 more days left. How I love my baby girl. I miss her so. She is my sweetest angel. I sit staring at my fairy, kiss it goodnight and think of my Elli. Its around 1:20pm in Lismore (I Think). I have been playing Diablo II trying to fill time thats vacant from my long talks with my babykins. Its around 9:20pm Friday here and I think my baby is all alone there, probably working her sweet little arse off unpacking and setting up home. I had my first taste of Avocado today. I bought one cause I know my baby eats them. I dunno if this one was right or not. It was sorta like eating egg and cantaloupe mixed. Not my favorite fruit by no means. I could use it as an egg substitute for sure. Would not be bad I think in any form but raw and by itself. I got my babies postcards yesterday and read them over and over and over. Your so sweet to me baby. I love you with my entire mind, body, heart, and soul. My baby. I love you so much Elli. I am thinking of you every moment of my life. I talked to dad today he is going to find my Birth Certificate so I can get my passport Monday or Tuesday. I am making plans to be with my sweetest lover. I am looking forward to you baby. Thats whats holding me together. I am doing okay, I miss you so much and I am lonely. But I am working hard very very hard to be strong for you. And I keep thinking of my trip to you. And thats helping me hold myself together. I love you honey. I really miss our chats. And I am eager for you to get things in order there so we can talk some. I hope your okay. I know your lonely. But I am there with you. I slept late today in bed because I was reaching out to you and wanted you to feel your dear Rob so you could relax a bit. I am about you honey, watching over you. I love you so.
Well I am going to go do dishes, lots of dishes here to do too. If you were here you could help hehehehe.
*hugs and kisses and fondles his lover*
Hope to Hear From You Soon
I LOVE YOU ! ! !
