10 Feb
Still no Baby
Well its 8pm my time Noon to Elli, and still absence. Cold, Emptiness. The colour of my world has been bled dry. Nothing stands but the monochromacy of a mundane existence. Emptiness fills me. I shrink away to nothingness. My life void of happiness, of joy, of all but slivers of hope. And they are shrinking and drowning in a sea of doubt. I love my baby. Our last night together is fading away alone. And I mourn every loss of every moment. Once again I am alone.
*sighs*
