Loving You
Well its getting closer to time for my night class and I am dreading it quite a bit. Its cold as ice outside with a strong wind blowing. And the instructor has 2.5 hours to soapbox. I have been up since 11:20am this morning (had 4.5 hours sleep). Have yet to take my shower or shave. Did have a nice big bowl of oatmeal with nanner. I am sitting here with the lapis nestled against my chest. Thinking of my beautiful girl and her sweet cherubic face buried in a pillow mummering. How I want to slide up against her and lay my arm over her and protect her during the night. How I want to comfort her still body. I love you so much Elli. Your so special to me. I adore you. Your the brightness of a thousand suns upon my frosty heart. You are my everything. I enjoy my time with you so much. And tonight instead of basking in the radiant glow of your smiling face I will be sitting in the most uncomfortable chairs listening to hours of lecture with overheads and handouts a plenty. I would like the class more if it was not so long and at night and did not take me from my lover. It saddens me to be away from you so long. Its going to be another 14hours before I can sit down to talk with you. But thats 14 hours of thinking about how much I love you. I Love you so very much. Well I am off to get ready for class now. I am thinking of you baby. I need to pop in the shower and get dressed. Though its another hour and 40 mins before I leave to class. I hope your safe, sleeping well, and thinking pleasantly of me. I love you Elli.
*hugs and kisses and watches over his girl*
now you made me cry again
sighs
i think faerie music 1 is fucked
it just went silent during the middle of the song for 20 seconds then picked up later in the song
sighs
im packing
February 4th, 2002 at 10:43 pmAwwwwwwwww
I can always make you a copy of that cd 🙂
just would need to know what all was on it and the order is all 😉
I love my baby girl
February 5th, 2002 at 5:40 amLoves you soooooo much.
*hugs and caresses your back*