Bedtime Thoughts
Well I did not sleep like I planned. I went to bed around 10 PM and slept till around AM then woke up and did not get any more sleep.
I laid in bed as always thinking about things in my life, or things not in my life and their significancy to me. And how my feelings might resemble others.
I wish I could sleep, but I am wide awake, and its not long till class.
I wonder how long before I am left with nothing. I see towers crumbling, I see their spires laying tilted on bare earth. I see hallways of splendor reduced to patchwork musty walls. I see carpet fused with soil. I see once vibrant tapestries eroded to become wraith like flags. I hear the merriment of long since past days. I smell the wine and feasts prepared for long departed souls. Everything has changed. The All a dream from which I have awakened with only the memory. A memory which clings to my thoughts. But in the end even the memory will slip into obscurity.
In the end all we truly have is our self.